Trip and Hotel

Safely arrived on my destination, now to face the bigger problem, trying o survive in an environment you don't know very well. If stayed at the hotel, you would start to get irritated on the lack of water being used in the showers as well as th fact you have to pay for the internet. As well, if there was a buffet in the same hotel, sometimes it can be a downer seeing that your favorite food is not available and even if it is available and you have to call for it, they would give u a very small portion for it..... It may be called a buffet, but its not feeling like a "All You Can Eat" Buffet, if you can't eat as many of your favorite food as you want. As well, if your in a very cold or very humid area, you would not be able to stand it at all... Anyways.. my trip so far is kinda a downer considering I still have to be dragged around in a mall even thought I'm old enough to walk around by myself. The hotels I would say are ok... but a little to the not so much.

No Future

Is it possible to not be able to see a future for yourself? Even If its an imaginary one is it possible for one not to be able to imagine one? if you can't imagine a future nor see a future for yourself does that mean your life will end before that happens? You have a goal set on what you would like to be and where you want to go, but after that you can't see where you are going to go from there. Is it possible to have once been able to see a future for yourself, but at one point all that was shattered? Is it possible that that life will end soon before the future arrives?

Airplane and Trip

I'm not scared of Heights, nor am I afraid of flying. But I am really scared of airplanes. Just thinking about sitting on a plane for 16hrs just to get from the airport to destination(which is where I'm arriving) is scary.. What if something bad happened? Maybe I think too much, probably because I can never see a future for me.. Anyways... I'll just stop complaining now. I'm on vacation soon for 3 weeks and i'll see post even though no one reads. But its fine. Laterz