Finding the right path

Ok, so I have trouble figuring put where I want to go. What I love to do and where I want to go I'm not sure if they will work out with each other. What I love to do? I don't really know anymore. But I know I would like to be useful to people, I love to help people out whenever I can, If I would I would people be more organized and set them on the right track even though I'm not on one myself. Where I want to go is somewhere where I will have freedom and in what I. Yes, probably because I was rejected from a program I wanted to get into I lost the motivation to keep going. I guess I would need to think about where I want to go, but my time is running out. If I want to repeat a year, I would have to convince my parents to let me stay back which is highly impossible since they want me to go to a University already. But what if I don't like it. I know that probably when I come out of that university I probably won't like what I'll be doing. I'm just so confused on what I want to do right now. What I love to do and where I want to go are two different things and these things are what are confusing me.