R.I.P The Three linked by week

 NOTE: if I need to make ANY changes to ANY of the messages below, please don't be afraid to tell me, whether something is wrong, or there is something that you will I would add.

R.I.P Steve Jobs - Founder of Apple (Oct 5, 2011)
R.I.P Mitchell Pham - Gordan Graydon (Oct 4, 2011)
R.I.P Lukas Schueder - Lorne Park Secondary School (Oct 3, 2011)

All three will be greatly missed, some will be more missed then other. But no matter, if we were to have a connection with them, whether its by school, friends, electronics, sports, clubs, school distract. We will be effected. 

Steve Jobs, everyone who owns an Apple product will be affected, because the genius behind inventing, founding the IPod, IPhone, Mac and iPad has left us. We must treasure our Apple Products dearly, for Apple will never be the same with Steve Jobs. You will be missed by everyone who have read about you, or known for a long time.


Mitchell Pham, a skilled archer and, placed 7th at ROPSSAA, anyone who have met Mitchell, been at ROPSSAA, will be affected because a skilled archer has left us. You will be greatly missed by everyone who have met you, or know you in some way.

Lukas Schueder, a skilled skier as well as a guitar player. From the sites that I found of him skiing, I could presume he loved skiing very much and was skilled in it. As well, a great guitar player. Anyone who have skied with him before, heard him play guitar, or know him will miss him greatly.

We will be affected when one who we have a link to, no matter if we know them directly or not. We are linked to one another by friends, family, school boards, electronic items, sports, or musics. We are affected because we could have met them in the near future, but because of this , we will never be able to know them.

Why I am writing this? Well its because I too am linked to each one the three.
To Steve Jobs, the Ipod Touch I carry around with me.
To Mitchell Pham, its Archery, a sport that I love.
To Lukas Schueder, it is the Guitar will I love to play.

Spider's Trap (My Thoughts)

 A spider lures it prey, attracting it, and later dispose of it.

This is similar to what I have seem with one of my friends,
She is what you can call a girl who like attention, she likes it when people complement on what she wears and that she is pretty. She goes to parties sometimes not for the food, but for people to tell her what she is wearing look pretty on her.
Another friend of mines fell for her, and asked her out. Now.. by this time, she had dated 5 other guys which she dumped or was dumped. These dates lasted for about 1 week to about 1 month the most. This relationship, was where the guy liked the girl, but it was not the same for the girl. So after a month or twp, the girl decided that she just wanted them to remain friends. The guy was depressed for about 1 week till he recovered and was able to act normal again.
Now I believe it is happening again, another one of my friends probably fell for her. He probably asked her out and she said yes. This time, whether or not she is truly likes the guy or not, it only depends on how long they last. What I don't get is how come the girl can easily date someone and dump them so easily later. Does she really want attention so bad that she had to date someone, or can she just be satisfied with the attention she is getting from her friends now.
If they are dating, I am a bit worried for my friend, because I don't want him to be another "prey" in the spider's trap and left sad in the end.
People might say that its non of my business what is happening, but they are both my friends and I don't like it when one of my friends emotionally hurt another.

Trip and Hotel

Safely arrived on my destination, now to face the bigger problem, trying o survive in an environment you don't know very well. If stayed at the hotel, you would start to get irritated on the lack of water being used in the showers as well as th fact you have to pay for the internet. As well, if there was a buffet in the same hotel, sometimes it can be a downer seeing that your favorite food is not available and even if it is available and you have to call for it, they would give u a very small portion for it..... It may be called a buffet, but its not feeling like a "All You Can Eat" Buffet, if you can't eat as many of your favorite food as you want. As well, if your in a very cold or very humid area, you would not be able to stand it at all... Anyways.. my trip so far is kinda a downer considering I still have to be dragged around in a mall even thought I'm old enough to walk around by myself. The hotels I would say are ok... but a little to the not so much.

No Future

Is it possible to not be able to see a future for yourself? Even If its an imaginary one is it possible for one not to be able to imagine one? if you can't imagine a future nor see a future for yourself does that mean your life will end before that happens? You have a goal set on what you would like to be and where you want to go, but after that you can't see where you are going to go from there. Is it possible to have once been able to see a future for yourself, but at one point all that was shattered? Is it possible that that life will end soon before the future arrives?

Airplane and Trip

I'm not scared of Heights, nor am I afraid of flying. But I am really scared of airplanes. Just thinking about sitting on a plane for 16hrs just to get from the airport to destination(which is where I'm arriving) is scary.. What if something bad happened? Maybe I think too much, probably because I can never see a future for me.. Anyways... I'll just stop complaining now. I'm on vacation soon for 3 weeks and i'll see post even though no one reads. But its fine. Laterz

Canada's Got Talent

People around the world watch "America's Got Talent". There are so many people around the world who also has talent and are just waiting to shine. Now Its Canada's Turn. Canada's Got Talent Auditions are coming and everyone is practicing. Starting September 2011, Audiences will be held and groups and individuals will get to show off what they got. Whether approved or denied, at least you were able to show the judges what you got. Its always better to have tried then never tried at all. You never know, maybe you just might win. So Lets Go Canada and Show the Judges What You Got!!

Official Link: http://www.gottalent.ca/

Digimon: Season 1 & 2

Recently, Digimon has caught my attention. It may be old but its awesome, Its compared to Pokemon because they are both alike, but in ways they are different. For instants, Pokemon is directed to more younger children while digimon is directed more to teens and adults. As well, digimon i find has more lessons taught then pokemon since more people can compare themselves to digimon more than pokemon.
This past week I've been re-watching Digimon both season 1 and season 2 because both seasons connect. Season 3 is a whole different story and will be looked at later. From Digimon Season 1 & 2, I find that Kari and T.K. look good together, as well as Yolei and Ken, and Sora and Matt. Whether Kari and T.K did get married at the end is a mystery, but i find that many wish that was the case.
Digimon is an awesome series overall, and I would love to rewatch it till my hearts content. 

How To Love

Anyone else a big fan of Jason Chen?
I love his video for this song, I don't listen to Lil Wayne, but i just love this song, because people can actually compare themselves to this song. There are many girls out there that feel uncomfortable when talking or when around guys they don't know. But as they spend more them with each other, the more we will be comfortable around, it doesn't have to go up to liking them as a love interest, but being just friends is fine enough~

Hot Day on July 21

The sun is shining,
the rays are burning,
the air conditioning are blowing,
People,pet and sweating.

Trees are withering,
The egg on the car is cooking,
The over does not need opening,
This is going to be the first and last hot day everyone is hoping.

R.I.P Gunu Mahal

Gunu and the Crash
Why must another student be taken from us and
Why did this happened to you? You were a wonderful person, every time I saw you in the halls you were always smiling, you were surrounded by wonderful friends who cared for you. So why did this happen? Why must someone who still had a whole life ahead of them die so suddenly. You have done nothing wrong, so why were you be taken from us?, You who was an angel to many of your friends. No one can ever replace you because you were special in your own way. You will always be in the hearts of everyone who have known you, you will be greatly missed, we will forever remember you. Rest in Peace Gunu Mahal.

Rough Outlines of Cartooning

First day at my art camp today ^_^
It was fun, I was hyper thought at the beginning at 9AM in the morning but slowly broke down for a while. I don't understand why that happens thought, is it because I like being surrounded by people who are older than me? I don't usually act this way around my friends, because they call me cute and adorable and keep hugging me, sure I like it when they hug me but do they know the me under all the cuteness?
Anyways... First day, and I draw anime and pokemon, I got the contructing ok, I guess, but i really need to get out of the anime/manga drawing habit.. I mean really, everything that i draw ends up being either an anime looking drawing or a ugly drawing... I have to do a character design this week and I'm still not sure what I should draw. I don't want it to be an anime character because I draw it everyday. I want it to be out of the box, but i'm not sure how to draw it. I hope I'm able to draw a character that I like that not fully anime ^_^

The hidden feeling of the Heart

Is it possible to love someone who you might never see again?
I do like someone, but whether I will see them again is a mystery.We have only made contact eye to eye, but we have never spoken.Whether he likes me back depends on him, I will not ask if he likes me back, because I have been in a relationship before, but that did not turn out well.In the end, I was being used and that shattered my heart, but little by little it got put back together. I have fallen for a few classmates after, but it later turned out that they had already fallen in love with someone that was not me. Again, my heart shattered and got put together again, but it was not the same. Not matter how many times it got put back together I was left alone with these memories.

Again, I stand in this spot, where I have fell for someone, but they too are leaving me. the only time we ever see each other was in the morning before school, after school and in the halls. Sure we made eye contact, but that was all, I really wonder, how come it looked like he was looking at me every time our eyes met, like he wanted to talk to me. But the day never came, and again the end of the school year arrived and I left, without turning back. I guess I should have asked him that question, but I would not know what the answer would be. I did not want my heart to be broken by him, not yet, I want it to slowly break down, down to the point where when I think of him, my heart does not hurt. If we were to meet again in the future, I wonder if he will remember me, if we are able to talk to each other and become friends. I wish for that to happen, but will it? I don't know, because nothing goes according to what we plan.