NEW MINI SERIES "WHEN IT COUNTS" By Wong Fu Productions!!!!

YAY!, ANOTHER NEW MINI SERIES CALLED "WHEN IT COUNTS" BY WONG FU IS COMING OUT SOON <3
Can't wait till the 1st episode is out, Away We Happened was so touching, so sweet and it was pure awesome. It inspired me to buy an HTC phone XD. Just can't wait till this series comes out, I'm sure it will be awesome as Away We Happened, especially if it has Phil dancing.
Also can't wait till it comes out cause it is based on music and dance, music is one of my favourite hobbies and I love music. So I can't wait to see the songs incorperated into the series! New Songs I have never heard before are coming my way, I'm sure of it!

Here is a the official Trailer for it! SO EXCITING!!!!

Its going to feature
Yuri Tag
Mike Song
Aimee Lee Lucas
Philip Wang
& Anthony Lee

Paul Dateh's Remix version of Kina Grannis's "Stars Falling Down" for this trailer sounded amazing and I can't wait to see if they are going to incorporate it into the series <3

Be More RESPONSIBLE!!!!

How exactly does one contain their rage throughts someone else or a while year without it ever leaking. I swear, I tried but noooooo person B just has to be like,
"oh, remember me of this, and remember me of that and blah blah blah."
 Oh do you know whats also fun? When they say,
"Oh, ok I'll be there at 6:45AM, I promise"
 and then the next day its 8AM and than you are wondering where they are and they text you back saying,
"Sorry, I slept in"
I mean seriously? This happens a lot, so what do I/we do.... Do you just keep this up, no I don't think we should, oh and don't complain because you put this on yourself.
Another thing, ok so I need a ride from a B so, i'm like,
"ok i'll be at your house at 12"
they said "sure"
So i arrive at 12, and THEY ARE STILL ASLEEP!!!
Not only that but when they come down they are eatting while playing my game....
.... dude you have 45 mins before class... can you hurry it up?
And they try... no... they don't! they keep playing my game and slowly eating their lunch...
So we leave the house at 12:57 and out class starts at 1.
Its a 15mins drive for PETE Sake! Can you NOT be anymore organized....
You can't just always really on other to reminder you of this and be organized... It doesn't work like that.

Do you know what else, Its organization obviously. You don't just tell a group that they have a shoot 2 days before on facebook when 3/4 of the group isn't on facebook... and continue on saying that if they don't make it there will not be a 2nd chance and they will not be in the book... That is very disrespectful, at least they them a whole week beforehand... that way they know...
I mean I had hold in my anger just because I knew downright that 1/2 of the group would not show up just because they did not know about it... and They DO COME EVERY WEEK!!!. I MEAN COME ON!!!! WHY THE HELL!! I had to suggest making an announcement so that way its at least fair. I Don't want to hear your bullshit the day before when I'm asking you how come the ones that missed it the 1t time take it the 2nd time and have you send me MEMES with stuff like "I don't give a F*ck" Or "I don't care at all". No!!! It doesn't work like that! REMEMBER, YOU ARE CREATING IT FOR OTHERS, I DON"T GIVE A DAM HOW FRUSTRATED YOU GET, YOU PUT THIS ON YOURSELF AND YOU WERE THE ONE WHO RAN FOR THAT POSITION. SO DO YOUR JOB OR ELSE I"LL TAKE ACTION!!

Oh and btw, I don't need you telling me to give up something, cause I know if I were to ask you to drop something, you wouldn't. For sure, I know you wouldn't. You can just suggest it to me, instead saying, "Hey, You should watch _______ cause It can probably help you with your work." Sure I'll look it up, but don't say "I think you should give up something." Like you say ......  "Blah Blah Blah I don't give a dam."

I am not your secretary every day... Only like once a month, I will only remind you of important matters regarding your job but that's about it...

Oh and another thing I might want to add, when you are suggesting to show something and you really want to show you. YOU SHOULD I REPEAT YOU SHOULD REMEMBER AT LEAST SOMETHING ABOUT WHATS IN THE EPISODE BEFORE YOU SAY YOU WANT TO SHOW IT!. I Didn't Yell at you cause I wanted to, but because you just assumed that I meant that that show too was violent/bloody like the other one. BUT NO I KNOW ITS NOT BLOODY, THERE IS A NUDE WOMAN IN THAT EPISODE FOR PETE SAKE. I don't want to hear you say, "Oh, I forgot about that..." Seriously????!?!?! You want to show it that bad and you can even remember that there is a nude woman in the 1st episode.... wow.... Good Going....

So Please, just I guess "grow up" and be more accountable and more responsible in your work and be more organized.... That's all I Ask of you. Oh and one more thing, stop being so protective of me, I'm not 12... I have legs, I have a mind I can walk.. I don't need you saying. "Come Back here, you will get lost" I won't.... I know my way around... I don't need you walking me around like a mother and a child.. I need my space... So give me my space...

Last Minute FAVORS SUCKS!

Last Minute favors suck =__=
Especially if your asking help from someone the NIGHT BEFORE ThAT DAY!!!!!
I mean Really =__= You ask for something and say "IF so and so doesn't let me/us use it"
that "IF" Is deciding on whether I am able to see a good 7hrs 30mins or just 7hrs which is not enough sleep =_=
And the worst part is when you arrive and they say that they don't need it anymore I mean WTF! You call me to bring u something and then you tell me to arrive earlier even though I'm NOT EVEN IN UR GROUP and then you say that you don't need it anymore =__=.
My Generosity can go so far.... and this is definitely crossing that line, Why did I even agree D=< Cause i'm friends w/ them or before i'm just nice =_=. Well if I'm their friend and they find out they don't need it anymore, they could simply just TXT me saying they don't need it anymore so that I don't go to school earlier! Secondly, I really gosh darn hope they are ON TIME! Tmr!!! I mean the last time they called us to meet, they said they would arrive at a certain time, but when i got there... I was the first one there =_=, they didn't arrive until 30mins later... I mean... What kind of "punctuality" is that D=< You call someone out and YOU aren't even there on the time  you requested!
This is not what I like about helping people out ~> LAST MINUTE FAVORS W/ TONS OF FLAILS

Middle Person

Ever been in a situation where you introduce Friend A to Friend B, and sooner or later the both of them are having conversations with each other without you? It pretty much sucks. When you were the one who introduced them to each other and later, Friend A usually would related some irreverent comment back to Friend B. I mean really. Are you serious. Yes I guess you can say I may like Friend B and is jealous when they mention Friend A to me. But I want to keep my friendship with Friend A, but how can I when Friend B is talking to them instead of talking to me? God Dammit, Why the Hell did I introduced them to each other. Sure they have the same lunch together with a few of my other friends, but why the hell is Friend B calling it a "bonding time" during lunch, when they were my friends first. I mean sure I introduced you to them, but its like Friend B is barely talking to me now. Why the Hell.

And yes, I am jealous of Friend A, for more than 1 reason.  This is because this happens to me A LOT, I would introduce two of my friends to each other and sooner or later I am out of their conversations. So I am back to being alone. Fine by me, I am used to being alone, but why am I jealous of my friend when I don't want to be.

Its almost the end of the school year, and I would not like to see my "other side" get the better of me, although it already has. I would not like to break whatever friendship I have with Friend A and Friend B, but it is just so hard when all this bottled up anger and sadness inside me is about to break. What the hell should I do?

Trigger

Looking for a trigger...
A Trigger that will either
A) "spill my bottle of sadness"
Or
B) cause all of my sadness to evaporate..
So far...  I believe option B is out... Since... I can't seem to find hope in it anymore....
So what is my trigger?

Awkwardness

Ok.. So this was based on a matter 3 weeks ago? I guess...
I'm not sure, anyways... It started when a friend started to hug me I guess
Sure I liked to be hugged by them, but on the other hand people are wondering what is going on between us. So people started to ask my other friends.
It got up to the point where one of my friends who I talk most to said that he is becoming too clingy, so what resulted was he talking to him about the matter.
The next day, he just sopped hugging me.
Sure, I was aware of the talk they had, and even though I know I didn't want it to stop, it had too.. Since it wasn't good for the both of us i guess.. myself knowing that nothing will become more from us, but as well I didn't want to be stopped being hugged...
So it should have gone back to being petted on the head which was what happened before the hugging. But I guess when my friend talked to him, it went a bit too degrading... Since not he only pets me like once or twice a day rather than the 3-4 times a day... So i got a bit upset i admit.
Now though... It feels a but awkward between us... I don't know why, I guess its because we didn't have much to talk about besides the fact that he petted me everything which would pass the time.. I don't know...
What really stuck me though... was the fact he told my friend that he sees me as a little kid. Sure I am shorter, but I'm still older ... When my friend told me this, even though I told myself not to be affected much by it, it just shock me.. Cause I wanted to be treated on equal terms but still be petted. But instead I'm seen as a little kid. What am I suppose to act like now? Still act the same as before and continue to be treated as a little kid to them? What should I do. I don't know.. Its just really awkward for me... even though we do spend a bit of them after school. Something seems amiss now.. something that I don't want to lose, but it is breaking.

Too Much Hope

... Too much hope
Ok.. It is fine to hope, but to hope over the top is just a bit over...
I hoped that everyday my friend and I would meet after school along with my other friends.
Since this happened everything, I didn't think there was a day without it...
Ok fine.. today was the day...
It is 100% my mistake because I was waiting for them inside the room along with another friend.
At the same time, I didn't know that my friend along with my other friends were outside the room.
I should have checked outside to see if they were there, but I didn't.. since i thought they would come in, which they didn't in the end since I guess its because we got kicked out from the room for the past 3 days due to testing.
Yes its my fault, but what surprised me was how hurt I felt when I saw that friend leave the school.
I am aware of how i felt for them, but i didn't think that I have put so much hope into it that even a small mistake would hurt me like that.
I already promised myself many times that I wouldn't put too much hope into 1 person, but I failed to do it once again.
Even if I were to say to myself that I wouldn't put my hope in them again after this because I know there would be another misunderstanding again and I would get hurt in the end due to my mistake, I don't know what I want to do...
To put my hopes in them again, even if it wasn't there fault but mines.
To tell them that I was waiting for them inside, even though I don't want them to know how I feel.
I don't know what to do anymore...
Should I just continue on hoping? I know nothing more will come out of it.
Do I stop hoping? That will just change the way I act and it would get awkward.
I'm so confused... So tired of my decisions. I don't know what I should hope for anymore...
Cause if I hope again, I know I would get hurt like this again, so what can I do?