Is it possible to love someone who you might never see again?
I do like someone, but whether I will see them again is a mystery.We have only made contact eye to eye, but we have never spoken.Whether he likes me back depends on him, I will not ask if he likes me back, because I have been in a relationship before, but that did not turn out well.In the end, I was being used and that shattered my heart, but little by little it got put back together. I have fallen for a few classmates after, but it later turned out that they had already fallen in love with someone that was not me. Again, my heart shattered and got put together again, but it was not the same. Not matter how many times it got put back together I was left alone with these memories.
Again, I stand in this spot, where I have fell for someone, but they too are leaving me. the only time we ever see each other was in the morning before school, after school and in the halls. Sure we made eye contact, but that was all, I really wonder, how come it looked like he was looking at me every time our eyes met, like he wanted to talk to me. But the day never came, and again the end of the school year arrived and I left, without turning back. I guess I should have asked him that question, but I would not know what the answer would be. I did not want my heart to be broken by him, not yet, I want it to slowly break down, down to the point where when I think of him, my heart does not hurt. If we were to meet again in the future, I wonder if he will remember me, if we are able to talk to each other and become friends. I wish for that to happen, but will it? I don't know, because nothing goes according to what we plan.
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