PLANNING SOMETHING I DON"T EVEN KNOW HOW TO PLAN

WHY AM I ONE OF THE HOST PLANNING THIS!!! AHHHHH TRYING MY BEST TO NOT GET INTO ANY ARGUMENTS CAUSE I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO ACTUALLY PLAN ONE!!!! AND EVERYONE IS WONDERING ABOUT STUFF I WRITE OMG..... HELP PLEASE!!!!!!! I MEAN, I WANT THIS TO BE BIG BUT I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT ELSE IS NEEDED FOR THIS BBQ PICNIC ASIDE FROM A BBQ GRILL & MEAT!!!!!. COME ON....... AND REALLY NOW. SOMEONE ASK IF THE EVENT IS ACTUALLY GOING ON AND I DO ALL THIS STUFF TO MAKE SURE IT HAPPENS THEN SHE SAID "LET ME KNOW THE FINAL DATE" DOESN'T THAT MEAN YOU WON'T HELP!!! HELLO!!!!!!! OMG WHY DID WE PLAN THIS EVENT IN THE FIRST PLACE. HOW COME WE DIDN'T CANCEL IT WHEN WE COULD!!!!!!!!!!! -FLIPS TABLE-